Still facing challenges at work. I am still being harassed and treated unfairly and lied on by my boss. I am still upset. But calmer than I was yesterday...or all weekend for that matter. It's really sad how black people treat each other. We are a clueless group.
Anyway, I've been trying to make a decision as to whether I should go after my boss or just retreat. I am going to go after her but, I have to do it with love in my heart. What a challenge... My love waxes and wanes. I wish I could maintain it but I can't. I don't want to make any desparate or sudden moves. I don't want to damage myself. I don't want to react. She is a witch. Probably the worst director I've ever encountered. I would hate her if it didn't compromise my love for myself.
I sit in the counselors office, I have been referred to at work. I worked last night and I'm exhausted. I try to read a book that I have on had but to no avail. My eyelids are just too heavy. The name of the book is the time paradox. It's about how we perceive and use time. I am only a few pages in. Can't wait to get to the good parts. The counselor at the employee assistance program comes out to get me.
I'm not angry at my boss for referring me there. I am angry at her for trying to use the referral against me. She is an idiot and I really don't think she knows what she has done. But, that's okay. I'll just let her go head and do what she is doing. I hope one day, she has to deal with what I'm dealing with so she can see how it is. The counselor entreated me to love. Love? I have to access my energy...to love. Or maybe she has ...who knows?
One of my coworkers told me that I have problems at work because my intelligence level and my analytical skills far exceed my education level. He said that it baffles people and makes them jealous. I can't help it. I tried to act stupid but people always see through fabricated idiocy. I'm trying
Anyway, I've been trying to make a decision as to whether I should go after my boss or just retreat. I am going to go after her but, I have to do it with love in my heart. What a challenge... My love waxes and wanes. I wish I could maintain it but I can't. I don't want to make any desparate or sudden moves. I don't want to damage myself. I don't want to react. She is a witch. Probably the worst director I've ever encountered. I would hate her if it didn't compromise my love for myself.
I sit in the counselors office, I have been referred to at work. I worked last night and I'm exhausted. I try to read a book that I have on had but to no avail. My eyelids are just too heavy. The name of the book is the time paradox. It's about how we perceive and use time. I am only a few pages in. Can't wait to get to the good parts. The counselor at the employee assistance program comes out to get me.
I'm not angry at my boss for referring me there. I am angry at her for trying to use the referral against me. She is an idiot and I really don't think she knows what she has done. But, that's okay. I'll just let her go head and do what she is doing. I hope one day, she has to deal with what I'm dealing with so she can see how it is. The counselor entreated me to love. Love? I have to access my energy...to love. Or maybe she has ...who knows?
One of my coworkers told me that I have problems at work because my intelligence level and my analytical skills far exceed my education level. He said that it baffles people and makes them jealous. I can't help it. I tried to act stupid but people always see through fabricated idiocy. I'm trying
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