The journey deep down inside me is infinite. I have gone so many places inside of myself that I did not know existed that I feel like I have been around the world many times and back. And yet, I know that there is more. I used to be so frightened of stepping through the looking glass to the other side of me. And even though I still become afraid, fear is no longer the ruling emotion that it was.
I have to look at myself in order to identify my flaws and work on fixing them. Yet, I also found that I can't fix them myself. I have to tap into God's realm where I find an infinite source of courage and energy. I have been so busy expending energy, that I found it almost impossible to replenish. Especially on my own.
I thought about how scientists tell us about the big bang and how we came about. The theory states that all of this that exists now came from a little tiny thing. Though many religious communities refute this, I would not doubt it for a second, because only an intelligent being could cause something so great to come out of something so small. Think about it.
Anyway, I've had an interesting week. Although, it hasn't been ideal, it's been okay. I've made some decisions about certain things, and come to conclusions that I don't think that I would have been able to come to if I hadn't started this blog. I will publish this post too, even though I don't really like it or think that it is that related to the title.
After, I do that, I'm going to go wake up my nine year old male child and get him dressed for school. I will get dressed and go to work after he gets on the bus for school and we will start our day.
I on my journey and he on his.
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